Good afternoon, everyone. First let me share a piece of mucic with you. I know it’s terrible, because I played it. And I am sorry it’s not the worst one. I still got something to show you. 

大家下午好，首先請允許我為大家放一段音樂。我知道彈得很不好，因為那是我彈的。很抱歉這還不是本場最差，我還要給大家看另外一個東西。

Don’t laugh, it’s an entire story. if you really want to understand what is it talking about, you can check my Weibo later. This picture I painted last year. I have another one to show you this is much better.But this picture I painted 20 year ago. 

不要笑，這些畫描述了一個完整的故事。如果你們真的想知道里面講的內(nèi)容，你們待會兒可以去看一下我的微博。這一幅畫是我去年畫的，我還有另外一幅作品比這個要好很多，但這一幅是我20年前畫的。

I know you might have a question “ How it’s getting worse? ”And I also understand that most of your conclusion must be: out of imagination. But how it happened?  I think it’s because I became an adult.Since we became adults, we started being afraid of making mistakes. We choose to be the best or nothing. So we do not dare to try any mistakes. 

你們一定想問“怎么越畫越差了？”我猜你們的結(jié)論一定是：我越來越缺乏想象力了,那這是為什么呢？我想這是因為我長大了.長大了以后，我們開始變得害怕犯錯了,我們要么不做，要做就做好的.所以總是嘗試著不去犯錯誤.

It seems that we trapped ourselves in the overprotective world. And since then we started to lose a lot of abilities like imagination and creativity.What is the strategy? For me I have a special one, (it) is being a positive pessimist. Let me explain the concept first. 

我們似乎將自己困在了一個保護(hù)過度的世界里,于是乎我們漸漸失去了想象力與創(chuàng)造力.怎么辦呢?對于我來說答案就是要做一個積極的悲觀主義者,讓我來解釋一下.

To be a pessimist means you get low expectation to yourself and you prepared to lose. And what about being positive? It is easy to understand it means you make best effort on everything and you have a strong willin of winning the game. 

做一個悲觀主義者意味著你放低對自己的要求，接受可能會失敗的事實,那么積極又意味著什么?其實很簡單就是你拼盡全力要去贏得游戲.

But if you combine these concepts together it seems like a paradox. Yes I think so but I also think it is the way the world is born to be, And it really works in the reality. We can always find something around us, they have totally opposite two sides. But they combine together and work well together. 

把這兩個觀念放在一起似乎有一些矛盾,我也同意但是我的認(rèn)為這就是世界本來的樣子,就是這樣.我們總能在生活中找到完全對立的事物,但是它們很好地共存在一起.

So how to be a positive pessimist. Let me share some experiences with you.I know I’m not old enough to tell stories. But these stories really meant to me. 

那么如何做一個積極地悲觀主義者呢?我來分享一些我的經(jīng)歷吧.或許我還沒有老到可以大談自己的經(jīng)歷，但是這些故事對于我個人而言非常寶貴.

The first one back to 2012. It’s the first time I became a TV series producer.But as you know, I am an actress and singer. But work as a producer was totally unfamiliar for me. So you remember first I have to be pessimist. 

第一個故事發(fā)生在2012年,我第一次成為了一名電視制片人.但是正如你們所知道的我是一個演員和歌手,制片人的角色我還很不熟悉,所以請記住我首先得是一個悲觀主義者.

I had to imagine what will be the worst consequence.I think the worst result must be no one would buy it.And I will lose both time and money. And the whole investment equal to the revenue I earned by acting for the past few years. 

我要去設(shè)想最壞的結(jié)果,最壞或許就是沒有人愿意花錢去買它了吧.而我所有的花費和時間都付諸東流,這項投資金額大概相當(dāng)于我這幾年演藝生涯賺到的錢的總和.

And what about the whole market? In China only 20% of TV series can finally (be) sold and broadcast on TV.What about the rest 80%? In the past, they just change into a pipe of tapes. Now even worse, we just (have) only data left .

電視市場是怎樣的呢.在國內(nèi)只有20%的電視劇能成功賣出去并在電視臺播出.剩下的80%呢？過去制作團隊只剩下了一堆錄像帶,現(xiàn)在情況更糟我們只能剩下（硬盤里的）一堆數(shù)據(jù).

So I asked myself several times “Can you really accept the worst consequence?”I think yes, at least I could try So I started shooting. Remember, next step, I have to be positive.Because I am a huge digital fan so I decided to use some high techniques in my TV series. 

所以我不斷問自己“你到底能不能接受這個最壞的結(jié)果”我的答案是肯定的，至少我能試一下所以我們開始了拍攝.接下來，還記得嗎我要做的就是要保持積極心態(tài).因為我是一個數(shù)字產(chǎn)品迷所以我還決定要在自己的電視中采用高科技.

I focus on 4K resolution. What 4K is? Let me explain.Usually you see a film on the screen in a movie theatre the size is 2K. But 4K means is 4 times larger than 2K. And it also means 50mb per frame. 

我專注在實現(xiàn)4K分辨率,我來解釋一下這是一個什么概念.通常我們在電影院屏幕上看到的電影分辨率是2K ,而4K是2K的四倍分辨,當(dāng)然這也就意味著文件每幀都有50MB大小.

You might still be a little bit confused. It’s OK. Don’t worry, you just have to remember it was a huge obstacle in front of all the TV series group in China.Because before us, only a few groups tried to 4K resolution. 

如果你還有點迷糊的話,沒關(guān)系，你只需要記住這是在中國電視界的一個巨大的挑戰(zhàn).在我們之前只有很少一部分嘗試過4K分辨率.

They input 4K but no one really tried output 4K productions. Because it was really hard. Director Zhang Yimou was trying in his film Coming Home for the first time.And when we finished the shooting work when we entered. 

他們做到了4K輸入但并不是輸出.因為它實在是太難了.張藝謀導(dǎo)演在他的電影《歸來》中第一次使用了4K .當(dāng)我們結(jié)束了拍攝的工作并開始制作后期.

The post production work the real nightmare came. use at that time our technical support was RED, which is the biggest digital camera company in America. Their feedback was they use HP base station in America.It was too expensive we can not even afford that.  

我只輸出了50秒鐘的視頻于是我去問我們的顧問，我們的技術(shù)顧問來自美國最大的數(shù)字影音公司RED. 他們告訴我們在美國他們使用的是HP基礎(chǔ)站,它實在是太貴了我們根本買不起.

So we decided to assemble out black Apple and we tried the outcome mode from dozens of combinations. After six months work we succeed, My TV series “The Ladies” became the first TV series in China which output real 4K resolution production. And I succeeded in selling it and with a very good performance on TV. 

所以我們決定自己組裝自己的設(shè)備，我們嘗試了數(shù)十鐘組合的輸出模式.經(jīng)過了六個月之后我們成功了，我的《淑女之家》成為了首部真正4K輸出的電視劇.而且我成功地把它賣給了電視臺并獲得了不錯的收視率.

So after this experience I learnt don’t be afraid to take huge challenges.You can prepared to lose but conquer it with grit.The next story happened last year.   

這次的經(jīng)歷讓我學(xué)會了不要去害怕接受巨大的挑戰(zhàn),你可以做好失敗的心理準(zhǔn)備但是靠毅力去征服它,下一個故事就發(fā)生在去年.

I took an invitation from Bear Grylls, is there anyone know that? You might thought I was crazy. Yes, this man who stands on the top of the food chain, he almost eat everything. Me too, You might thought I was crazy, yeah before that 

我接受了貝爾的邀請有人知道他嗎?你們可能會想我簡直瘋了.是的，就是這個號稱站在食物鏈頂端的男人他幾乎什么都吃。你們或許覺得我瘋了，是的在那兒之前.

I did no physical activities I have very bad body condition. I was afraid of a lot of things, I was afraid of height and insects.I didn’t even dare to take a roller coaster.But I almost took this invitation immediately. 

我?guī)缀鯖]做過體育鍛煉我的體能也不太好.我害怕很多事情，我恐高而且害怕昆蟲.我甚至連過山車都不敢做,但是我?guī)缀躐R上就接受了他的邀請.

Because I truly understand if I lose this chance I would never earn it back in the rest of my life. So I decided to take the adventure. During the 20 days adventure I caught rats, I caught mice, I ate insects… 

But I didn’t drink the urine.

因為我知道如果我放棄這次機會我這一輩子都不會再得到它了.所以我決定去冒一次險.在20天里面我抓過兔子抓過老鼠吃過昆蟲.但是（還好）我沒有喝過尿液.

I almost cried every day in the first half journey. And the most impressive moment was the day before the last day.I still remember the day our mission was to across to a canyon just through a rope hanging between two cliffs.

在前半段的旅程中我?guī)缀趺刻於荚诳奁?印象最深刻的是倒數(shù)第二天.我記得那一天我們要通過懸掛在懸崖兩邊的繩子穿越一個峽谷.

You can see from the picture but you can’t see the width it’s very long.And the standard posture is leaning your whole body onto the rope. And use one of legs backside to hookup the rope with the ankle.And pull yourself from one side to the other. 

就是這張照片但是你們看不到寬度，很寬的.標(biāo)準(zhǔn)的姿勢是將整個身體都懸掛在繩索上面,用一只腳的腳裸纏繞住繩子.然后用力將自己從一邊拉到另一邊去.

When it was my turn, Bear said “Cecilia, are you really sure you want to try that If you want to quit you can quit now because I know you can’t make balance You can’t use your left arm. 

輪到我的時候，貝爾對我說“你確定你要嘗試嗎”如果你想要退出這一項也是可以的因為我知道你無法保持身體的平衡,你不能使用你的左胳膊.

Because I was not lucky before that mission about two days ago I hurt my left arm, my nerves system got injured.And my little finger kept shaking for a whole day I can’t even control that I barely can not use my left arm. 

在那項任務(wù)的兩天前我不幸地將自己的左手弄傷了,我的手指會不受控制地顫抖,我?guī)缀鯚o法使用我的左手.

So as a pessimist I have to imagine the worst consequence. Because it was a reality show. You know reality show is very dangerous if you can’t perform 100% well. Sometimes it means you will face savage criticism online later. 

作為一名悲觀者，我不得不設(shè)想最壞的情況,這可是一個真人秀節(jié)目.真人秀可能會是非常危險的如果做不到百分之百的完美,你可能會在網(wǎng)上受到網(wǎng)友的批評.

And I might fall down again, or I hurt my left (right) arm as well. So I have been thinking about should I really have to try that.I think at least I won’t die

我可能會再次跌倒然后傷到我右手,我問自己真的要嘗試嗎?我想至少我死不了.

So what? I decided to take that mission. But (when) I really lean my body onto that rope it was far more scary than I thought. You can see from the picture (because) my posture (as) 

那就不管那么多了接受挑戰(zhàn).當(dāng)時當(dāng)我真的將我的身體掛在那根繩子上的時候比我想象中的要難多了,你們可以從照片中看到我的姿勢.

My team member said my posture was so ugly. Because she said I was just like a dead caterpillar hanging there. I just kept my half body on one side, and left the rest part on the other side. 

我的團隊成員跟我說“你的姿勢真是太丑了”她說你看上去像一只死掉的毛毛蟲.我身體的一半在這一邊，另外一半在另一邊.

And it’s not the worst one.The worst was because my arm couldn’t hold my upper body and my head.So I could not face up I could not see the end. So what should I do? I know that I have to think positive. I also know that Sometimes being positive doesn’t mean you just speak out some propagandas.

這還不算最糟糕的.最糟糕的是我的手臂支撐不起我的上半身和腦袋.我抬不起頭去看終點在哪里,我該怎么辦?我知道我必須懷有積極的心態(tài)我還知道,積極并不是說簡簡單單地說出一些話.

You have to do something for real But at that moment the only thing I could see was a rock just 3 meters ahead nothing else.So I decided to set small targets, so I focus on that rock. 

你必須積極地作出點什么,那個時候我只能看到前面3米處的一塊石頭.我決定設(shè)定一個小小的目標(biāo)專注在那塊石頭上.

There is something magical happens when I really concentrated to that rock. I forgot about the height. I forgot about keeping balance. And even forgot about the end. I just remember to focus on that and pull myself.Then I started seeking more targets in front of me. 

當(dāng)我心里面只想著那塊石頭的時候神奇的事情發(fā)生了.我忘記了懸崖的高度也忘記了要去保持平衡.我甚至忘記了終點,我只記得自己要專注然后不斷拉自己,然后我開始朝前尋找一個又一個的目標(biāo).

And any tiny objects became glittering images in front of me. After tried several times, I realized that I was so close to the end.And finally, I succeeded. So after that experience I learnt there is no shame to a loser. 

然后任何小的物體都成為了我前面閃閃發(fā)光的圖像,多次以后我意識到我離終點已經(jīng)很近了.最后我終于成功抵達(dá),從那以后我知道了失敗并不可怕.

You just need to set small targets, and devote yourself. So these stories which happened to me shaped me as a positive pessimist. And until today I know that I’m still a bad piano player, a bad painter, and not a very successful producer .

你只需要設(shè)立小小的目標(biāo)然后全身心投入,這些發(fā)生在我身上的故事塑造了我成為一個積極的悲觀主義者.直到今天我知道自己鋼琴彈得很差畫也畫不好也不是一個太棒的制作人。

But I love to be a positive pessimist. I know nothing can stop me being better. Thank you !

但是我喜歡成為一個積極的悲觀主義者,任何事情都不能阻擋我成為更好的人,謝謝大家.